After the Trough Comes the crest.

Everyday is a clean slate isn't it? well i read that somewhere. About how life offers a clean slate, a chance to start afresh anew everyday. It is we who chain ourselves to the past. It is this baggage we carry which makes every passing day difficult to endure.
Yesterday was one such day. Nothing like a good night's sleep to recover from aches- of the limbs and of the heart. I sometimes fail to understand why did i miss the bigger picture in the past. Yesterday was one of those narrowly focused days. I couldn't stop thinking about my distractions.

New day and it dawns on me that the CAT62 plan is what will be my pilot project for where i will be going in life.I intend to train all my energies on this sole objective. Somehow i find it difficult to beat the fatigue when i come back home. But havent let it conquer me. I must start exercising regularly at home. I have put the ghosts of my academic career behind me. I am recharged enough to take on challenges again. The matters of the heart are what trouble me - infact they are the only one.
At the study table though things are pretty much the same. I start well... but the drowsiness is hard to beat.
Need to work on conserving energy and resting a bit when i get back from work. Hitting the books straightaway is proving to be counter - productive.!
59 days to go!!!